Ouch. T.T That utterly disappointing moment when u saw ur BF-To-Be taking photos with this cute girl, prob his gf. not worse than the moment when i recieved by JC posting result. I felt like dieing for a few months!

signed off ♥

Wow, its amazing that there are people liking my blog. its kinda dead by now. JC life is hectic like how the rumours say. Its pretty much true to a certain extend. I would say that everyone has their own path to follow. People choose the ways they wanna go. It doesnt really mean that one goes to Poly ends up worse than one who goes JC. Ice got Poly friends who were excellent in terms of academics and character. I admire his courage to follow his own dreams. Its pretty much up to us whether we wanna make the best out of JC life. Well.. in a not so decent JC. I admit, its kindda embarrasing at first. But ive sort of gotten over it, by a bit. A bit only. Sometimes i wonder why must i be so conscious abt this, Why cant i use the time n energy to focus on my math or bio or geo. Its kinda depressingto think that way. So i moved on:) Kinda glad that God gave me this path even if its not what i expected. I road ahead is tough. JC life is never easy. The image, social circle and the studies. I tend to rot at home,which i feel is really really extremely bad:( Anw, CCa was pretty fun. IFC is not he type of cca i wud join. but i give my 100% when doing my job. I still prefer CO. But i guess God has given me decent friends. They are really cool people. SOme being good influence , others..... not sp good. Speaking about school, i love my subject teachers. All of them are so patient and kind to us, which is really heartwarming to see them encouragng all of us. I feel blessed in a way. Sighs, i realised that JC is a one stop for Eyecandies. some girls are over their ECs. oh wells. Girls at this age are almost the same. But its ok. Its normal. Soemtimes i see my friends drool over hot n cute guys, i would laugh along with them, finding it super interesting to do that.University have more cute n hot guys right!? ok, i leave it to the rumours. ok, back to Camimi's life story. It kinda hurts to see ur almost-bf-to-be hanging out with another girl. :( It feels like the end of the world for a moment. It shows that ive yet to get over him. its ok...I have my Charlie now. but it still hurts.:(

signed off ♥